Thursday, September 5, 2013

The Flying Hope

                      The Flying Train
In the chaotic crowd, I rushed down the stairs. I could see the train catching pace. Hustling through the platform I jumped in the coach, exhausted and frightened but relieved not to miss my travel plan.
As I figured out my allotted seat, my eyes fell upon a beautiful charming face. She was sitting on my seat by the window. The breeze made her long hair flow over her face. That moment, her blue eyes made contact with mine.
“Excuse me, that’s my seat”, I mumbled. Her smile turned awkward, and just as she was about to stand up, “Never mind, you should sit by the window. I will manage here”, I said, pointing to the empty place next to her.
My choice of words made her laugh, which made me realize how dumb I reacted.
“Thank you so much”, she said, and followed the million dollar smile. Her pink lips sparkling like the twinkle of the stars. She turned her head back into the book.
 I settled down, plugged in to listen to music. Her silky hair kept touching my shoulders, which smelled like fresh rose in the nursery. Enough to turn my head upsidedown, I felt hopelessly attracted to her.
I needed something to break the ice. I saw her book. It was titled “Unkindness Of Ravens”. I googled the name on my phone, read the plot and the author’s name.
“Hey, this is the book by Lucas Scott”, I exclaimed to her.
“Yes, it’s a wonderful book”, she replied, half interested.
“It is an epic love story, sadly such exists mostly in books and movies these days”, I tried to keep the conversation going somehow.
Her face turned annoyed, “No, it is not necessary; life is beautiful if you feel it enough”. She argued, and it was working for me.
“Life is indeed beautiful, but if one starts to expect people around to behave as in books and movies, it will become painful”. I enjoyed reasoning her out.
“Whatever”, was the reaction, and I blew it up.
Sadly, I put my headphones back on, diverging myself to music. Couple of songs later, ‘MORPHINE AND CHOCOLATE’ shuffled up. It struck a chord with me. Diamonds and Chocolates are the two things which every girl digs. Fortunately, I had a Cadbury Silk in my bag. Just as I removed it, I noticed how she reacted at it by the back of my eye. Slowly, I stripped of the wrapper, kept the smooth chocolate bar in my hand for a few seconds. Due to the warm weather, the smooth chocolate was almost starting on stick to my fingers. I took a small bite, taking all the time in the world, licked the deliciously soft chocolate of my lips, closing my eyes to feel the essence.
A few moments later, I offered her the bar, put it right in front of her face, close enough to smell the melting candy.
“Care to have some”, I said. Her face lit up.
Without flashing an eyelid, she took it from my hands, ate a part.
“I love chocolates”, she said with the big smile.
“Now, I know, how you make every moment so beautiful”, I tried to make amends for the previous argument.
“I was exactly trying to say that”. She said sporting a big grin on her face, with the feeling which every woman gets when she is proved right and the man wrong.
“By the way, I am Damon. May I know what is the LIVE IN THE MOMENT girl called?” I enquired.
“Haha, I like the sarcasm. For the knowledge of the extremely anxious guy, I am  Elena”, she said.
“Now, this got me more anxious to know what do you do for most of your moments?”, I asked.
“I am a design intern in apparels. So let me guess, which newspaper you work for?”, she teasingly asked.
“I must say, judging is not your asset. To the contrary, I work in Human Resource” I replied back.
“That’s where you get the communication skills from ! You could have been an interviewer easily”, she said.
It was my turn to be on the receiving end of her sarcastic remarks. The more we conversed, I realized her wit was the icing on top of her beauty. We could not manage to speak a single sentence without the laughter and giggles.
Almost an hour passed, and her station was just 10 minutes away. She excused me to visit the washroom, which gave me a moment to myself.
 ‘I can’t let her go, I want to know her more’ I thought.
As she came back, I said “You are the worst person I’ve ever met in a train journey”
“What ?”, she exclaimed.
“No stranger before has been so addictive. I am going to miss you every time I travel in a train further”, I got cheesy and nervous.
“Aha, hopefully you will meet someone like me, every time “, she said with a wicked smile.
“Someone like you? May be I will bring FERRERO ROCHER from the next time”, I said.
“Let’s add each other on facebook, we can keep in touch, or say I can get a pack of ROCHER on every hometown trip I make”, she smiled and made my day.
TRINGGG TRINGGG her phone rang.
‘Excuse me’, she said, and answered the call
“Hey baby. About to reach in 5 minutes.” I got shocked hearing her words.
“Don’t worry sweet heart. I will be back by Monday morning. I have to hang up now. Text you later”, and she hung up.
 “So Damon Salvatore, right !” as she spelled my name, typing on her phone.
“ Yes found you”, she said pointing towards my profile on facebook.
“Good”, was the only word I could utter.
“It was nice knowing you, bubye”, she said as the train slowed down at the station.
Meanwhile my heartbeats were slowing down gradually, as I waved at her with the fake smile on my face.

Sat down on my seat and tried to recollect the past hour. It felt like waking up from a dream. The Girl I hopelessly fell for was just like a mirage. So near yet so close. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, should had happened to us but it just turned out to be A CLASSIC EXAMPLE OF BEING FRIENDZNED.

Friday, July 13, 2012


                Assuming that everyone of you readers might have had friends in opposite sex (can be gfs/bfs, crush, not including bro/sis combo), i wanna talk about the BIG DILEMMA which keeps appearing in our normal stupid life when we have to choose between LOVE and FRIENDS (Love might be a strong word but i will use it for the attractive opposite sex n FRIENDS for the ppl who matter in our life but none is gonna be romantically involved with us).
                Has not it happened with everyone of us, okay i will assume myself  (in case some bragging lucky bastard out there), i plan to go out with my friends over the weekend and all of a sudden on friday night, i get the dreaded call from the SO CALLED Love of my life "hey baby, i wanna go for a movie this saturday, and its been soo long we have not been to a candle light dinner, i m soo longing to spend my time with yu chweet heart, n yu know what baby, sunday i will take yu to shopping, yu know XXX's birthday coming up n i got nothing to wear", n when this call is going on, whats going through my mind "Lag gai band mere plans ki, na rahi daaru, na raha football match, ab chalo madam ke ishaare". 
                Now, i will get a counter argument, that i am being partial, sharing time with your LOVE is as much necessary as spending time with friends, soo neutrally, another situation. Its been a month since i am busy with college and submissions, have actually not been out with my girl since summer, high time i make up to my sweetheart, she deserves some of my time at least for all our love, so i've made plans of going to the nearby hill station on saturday morning and return by sunday, seems it will be fun (obviously, ladki ke saath hill station pe privacy milegi toh FUN nahi kiya toh kya POGO dekhunga :P), n in the meanwhile, my ex room-mate calls "Hey bro ssup, m coming to pune this weekend and called up all our friends already, we are gonna have a hell of a reunion n booze till we drop, so get ready to get sloshed". WTF, what shall be done now ???
                Both these situations were just some examples, but what shall be done ?. Now it will be very easy for some of yu (the ones who have always been single ofcourse :P) to say, choose the one whom yu promised first, like THE FRIENDS in the first case and THE LOVE in the second, but dumbos this is no maths ka problem, try first method, answer aa gaya toh thik nahi toh kahaani repeat, ek mistake aur kahaani khatam ho jaati hain.
                There will be some SADDA YAAR types to say "Aray dude, Friend will be there always, Ladki aaj hai aur kal nahi, aakhir kaam toh dost hi aayenge". i've also encountered some Very Blackmailing Friends like "oye, in the middle of the night yu meet with an accident, who's gonna come to support, or in the middle of your breakup who's gonna finsh up those beer cans with yu and hear your devdas talks, friends are gonna be there, so always priorotize them".
                Now, in the last lets give a thought about the LOVE OF MY LIFE, ignore them and hell's gonna break loose, like she is your love how the hell is she not prioritized, who's gonna be there when i need a cuddle (we will skip the horny part ofcourse). What if she is THE ONE (ONE is the ultimate girl/boy whom i assume i will live HAPPILY EVER AFTER), in no case i m letting THE ONE typo girl get out of my life, and if she is gonna satisfy me WITH HER LOVE etc etc etc :P, and she means something i need to care about her.
                So again how do we choose..? Do we think, "Let me see the after effects, the one less painful and easily managable can be avoided". But, the one choice which can be avoided means that choice is more understanding, so by ignoring the more understanding choice among the two, i am actually being partial and doing it wrong, coz they dont deserve to be ill treated. So the other option is to ignore the more Non Understanding KIT KIT karne wala, but once ignored there should not be any regrets in Life.
                Now some smart ass will come with an idea "Take the Girl Along with your Friends", but what if you want privacy with your girl, or if she does not get along with your friend or vice versa or (FRIENDS are bevdas n want to get sloshed and the girl wants to get laid in your arms), soo in the most difficult situation, one cant just go with the INTUITIONS or PRIORITIES or SITUATION. 
               What would I do.. ?? I simply will make a choice and let the other person/s know about it. Instead of running away from the situation and being DIPLOMATIC i think its better i let everyone know about what i want to do at that present moment. If the other party does not understand may be they are not worthy of my presence in their life. 
               P.S. the sex can be changed in terms of he and she, i have written and imagined all with HER as THE ONE and the GUYS as my FRIENDS. 
               CHEERS